So I'm supposed to be traveling to Dublin this Thursday - but I'm starting to doubt that will happen thanks to the lovely volcanic ash fluttering about. Honestly, I'll be bummed if I don't get to go, but I'll be even more upset if I have to miss out on Barcelona the week after, there is this shoe store in Barcelona that I REALLY need to go to and this whole no flying thing is not helping me acquire some new shoes.

In other news, I hate feeling sick. This past week I've been feeling like such crap, headaches, stomach ache, my hip/back/neck are killing me and my right shoulder hasn't hurt this bad since I had surgery on it. I'm sure everything is ok, I probably just have some little bug or something, but damn it I wish I could be home and Christy (my amazing physical therapist friend) could jut tape up my shoulder - I know exactly what I need done, just have no idea where I could go to get it done :[

I think Im just all of a sudden homesick, probably cause I don't feel well, but I just wan to go home and sleep in my own bed with Scout and wake up and go to PT and then go home and just hang out with Ashley. And I want mexican food. I had a dream about it last night, it was a bad dream thou. I dreamt that my Mom wasn't going to allow me to eat any when I got home since I gained weight while here - the weird thing is I know she would never do that and I haven't really gained weight here...

Anyways..I just woke up from a nap, its 10:00pm, I still have an appetite, but I know I shouldn't eat anything (as if I have any food in my room), but I can't go to sleep now. Annoying. Anywho, I think I'm going to go pout in bed while watching Dirty Dancing, that always makes things better.

-audrey